Just got finished watching the Cowboy Bebop movie, and there's a line in there, when Jet Black ends up talking to Spike, and he says. '"My old man used to say, 'When a boat goes out to sea, it either keeps sailing or it sinks. There's nothing else.'" A man can relate to that. You start to think of yourself like a boat. Do you have the power to keep sailing, or are you sinking. At times... you just dont know. You really wonder if you've gotten yourself into something that'sfor lack of a better phrase, much bigger than you. A nasty spot you just can't pull yourself out of.